这是什么感觉。。。

好难受。。。

为什么我感觉好像又回到我form 1 的时候。为什么会这样呢？我已经成熟了。不可以这么幼稚的。

 

T_T... what the hell is wrong with me laa...

 

this is not me...

 

i m vain... i m perfectionist...

 

you are not even close to perfect...

 

but u so damn match one of my requirements.. omg >< shitttt

 

what the hell.........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

ok... i can find someone better.... cani ?

 

yes i can... >< really ma?

 

i also dont know...

 

" If hes urs, he will be urs, if hes not urs, he wont be, no matter what you do "

 

.... wo zhi dao... ><

 

i feel so... regret...

 

for the first time, i feel regret le...

 

why i m so ... friendly... so... crazy? ... sigh*

 

i dont know what i m talking,  i dont expect you guys to understand also...

 

what should i do now? i dont know...

 

if time go back... >< i will walk on the same path also..

 

being crazy is not my fault.. its my nature liaw T_T imagine laa... *nvm, no need to imagine*

 

i am not gonna even give a hint on who this guy is..

 

i will not.. coz i kno i will forget him soon.

 

 

“一定要相信，你等的这个人一定存在，有一天你一定会遇见他。”

 

 

T_T...另一个错的人。我现在该怎么办。。。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

我真的很diao gei 吗？
我不觉得啊。。。

不是我的错，我也不知道为什么我就是不会去注意别人的样貌，也许我觉得，是第一次看到他，也会是最后一次吧。。。
而且，要一直记别人的样貌，很累得也。。。

所以呢，最近就发生了满多的糗事。

首先呢，是在前几个星期，就开始有这种情况出现，妈妈带我去汶中的食堂买东西吃，然后我就经过两个人。不是我们学校的哦！！
绿色的格子的baju kurung,但是他们是华人啦。我还蛮确定我不认识他们的。

然后买完东西要回家后，又再度经过他们，然后他们竟然就开始跟我聊起来，问我一些问题，大概是关于我在哪里读书啊，还有没有继续唱歌之类的，我也不太记得了。我一边回答他们，一边在想他们到底是谁。到最后我真的放弃了，因为我觉得根本就没有见过他们。

然后我就问。。。
“厄。。。你们是？”

然后她旁边的人就告诉他说，"aiya...他不认识你了啦。算了。”，然后他们就走掉了。

害我在那边一头雾水，我因该要认识他们的吗？

然后呢，为什么我会重提这件几个礼拜前发生的事？

因为最近越来越多人乱乱认我，但是我不认识他们。。。><我失忆了吗？上个星期六，是星秀汶莱初赛第一天，我去值班。然后就突然有一个妈妈级的人物跑来跟我说话。他说：“你没有参加吗？”，然后我就说“没有哦，做工啊，不能参加”

他说：“哇，好可惜哦。。。”我就说：“对啊。。。呵呵，呃。。。你是谁啊？”

“你不记得我了吗？”他问。

我心里想，我应该要记得你的吗？为什么我好像根本没看过你的感觉？=.=，然后，我就傻笑，然后他就说，我是那个‘谁谁谁’的妈妈啊！我就在想，那个‘谁谁谁’是谁啊？我根本都没有听过他的名字。。。 =。= 这位妈妈该不会是认错人了吧？哈哈阿

然后昨天，星期天，是星秀汶莱的第二天初赛，我又去值班了。然后呢，我在入场前，又一位妈妈级的人物来和我说话，说的话也是同样内容，为什么没有参加，唱歌很好听，之类的话，我也回答了一样的话，我也同样不记得他是谁。

然后呢，又来一位。这位比较恐怖。。。

他竟然可以叫得出我的名字！！！

然后我看他也还蛮眼熟的，这次这位我就满肯定是见过他的。然后，他就说“还记得我吗？”

我就说。。。“呃。。。呵呵。。。”

他说，“哇，你现在很红了，就忘记我啦？”

我说，“没有啦。。。你是？”

“那个去你家拿书的啊！！！”

“呃。。。哪一个。。。”，我还在想。。。拿书=。= 谁啊，最后，我是有大概记得他啦。。。呵呵。

幸好我还认得出Lucifer's father... lol. =.=

M i getting more diao gei or my memory is gettin smaller? ><ｗａｈｌａｕｅｈ　．．．

ｌｏｌ，　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅｒｅｓ　ｏｎｅ　ａｕｎｔｉｅ　ｒｙｔｅ．．．　ｓｈｅ　ｗａｓ　ｔｒｙｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｗａｌｋ　ｄｏｗｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔａｉｒｃａｓｅ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｍ　ｗａｌｋｉｎｇ　ｕｐ，　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅｎ！！　ｓｈｅ　ａｌｍｏｓｔ　ｆｅｌｌ　ｄｏｗｎ，　ｓｈｅ　ｔｒｉｐｐｅｄ　ｈｅｒｓｅｌｆ　ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ，　ｌｏｌ，　ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｏｉｎｔ　ｉｓ，　ｓｈｅ　ｄｒａｇｇｅｄ　ｍｅ　ａｌｏｎｇ！！　ｗｈｅｎ　ｓｈｅ　ｗａｓ　ｆａｌｌｉｎｇ，　ｌｏｌ，　ｉ　ａｌｍｏｓｔ　ｆｅｌｌ　ｄｏｗｎ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｈｅｒ　ａｌｓｏ　＝．＝ｌｕｃｋｉｌｙ　ｎｏｎｅ　ｏｆ　ｕｓ　ｆｅｌｌ　ｄｏｗｎ　ａｔ　ｌａｓｔ！

Ａｎｄ，　ｈｅａｒｄ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｔｏｌｄ　ｍｅ．．．　ｔｈｅｒｅｓ　ａ　ｓｏｎｇ，　ｃａｌｌ．．．　纪念册　ｏｒ　ｗｈａｔ，　ｄｏｎｏ　ｗｈｏ　ｒｅｃｏｒｄ　ｄｏｗｎ，　ａｎｄ　ｓａｉｄ　ｉｓ　＇ｃｈｉａｗｙｅｅ　ｓｉｎｇｓ　ｏｎｅ＇，　ｌｏｌ，ｉ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｓｉｎｇ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｏｎｇ　ｂｅ４，　ｄｏｎｔ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｏｎｇ．．．　ｓｏ　ｇｕｙｓ，　＝．＝　ｔｈａｔ　ｉｓ　ＮＯＴ　ＭＥ

lol`~ heard that my jiez doesn understand cross elasticity of demand?

 

haha your angel mei mei lai liaw~~ :p

 

first of all, this is the formula : percentage change of quantity demanded on GoodA / percentage change of price on Good B.

 

wait wait.. i better go check if ths is correct... hold on~~

 

yea its correct.

 

ok ... in cross elasticity we have two types, one is the one between substitude goods, and another one is between complement goods.

 

the one between subsitude goods is + ans... u know why? coz for example, we have coca cola and pepsi *again* , if the price of pepsi increases, ppl will buy less pepsi, so the quantity demanded decrease, at the same time, the demand curve of coca cola will shift outwards, althout the price of coca cola is d same, coz price of pepsi increase! get it ka? so u see... is like, demand of cola increase, price of pepsi increase, both also increase, so the ans is positive...

 

den.. bout the complement goods... for example, petrol and car*again*, if the price of car decreases, ppl buy more car, the curve doesn shift ooo... is the point on the curve moves, but the curve of the petrol shift outwards, coz if theres more cars on the street, ppl need to demand for more petrol. so.... price, decrease, demand for petrol, increase... one decrease, one increase, so... the ans is negative, coz ... positive divided by negative is negative....

 

erm, like a bit luan hor >< coz teacher hasnt teach us this one, so i just... explain according to wat i read from book and my knowledge T_T

 

haha but the infos are true one la, jus , kinda difficult to explain >< mayb i will write another post bout this after teacher explained to us ba :p hahahaha bu yao gan dong wor!!!!

sad again..

 

shi wo zi zhao de...

 

shi wo zi ji de cuo...

 

zhan you yu...

 

torture ppl, torture myself...

 

why like this...

 

i wanna change... but i couldnt...

 

i really... very.... not happy...

 

heart feel so painful... when i see that...

 

lol, now i have to share that position with someone else...

 

i dont care bout him at all, but...

 

mayb this is all my zhan you yu ba.

 

is it time to REALLY forget bout everything? really give up my zhan you yu towards this person and everything?

 

i realised that i m starting to dislike another girl, because of the special position, but it was all my suspection oni...

 

and then now online and see... lol, yuan lai, the person who shares that position with me is ANOTHER girl...

 

who should i dislike now/? myself.

 

dislike my jealousy, dislike my stupid attitude, dislike my zhan you yu.

 

people always say, a person cant change becoz dey often cant discover their bad sides. i can ... but why i still cant change?

 

sigh.

 

i really dont know how to say le...

 

wo shou bu liao.... wo zi ji.

 

dou shi wo de cuo...

 

no one say he shud treat ONLY ME like this...

 

no one say that position can oni own by a person, and thats me.

 

no one says that.... no one...

 

its me... its me that afraid, one day i might lose this position...

 

its me...

 

its me the stupid perfectionist...

 

suan le...

 

can i really suan le?

 

VERY VERY SAD.... T_T very very....

 

can i say, i need a boyfriend now? mayb he can drag me away from that stupid... zhan you yu...

 

once i dont have this zhan you yu, i dont need that position anymore...

 

last time i used to forgive n forget him once, until we turned good friends, and now, mayb i am gonna do the same.

 

we again, are stepping on the margin line that we shouldnt step ... coz we know, we couldnt pass that margin line...

 

pure torture to both of us... on that line.

 

time to walk back...

price elasticity of demand.

 

short form = PED.

 

its calculated like this.. percentage of changes of quantity demanded / percentage of changes of price.

 

the ans is owes negative... coz .. when price goes up, the quantity demanded will fall de... this is the rule, so one fall one rise, will result in negative value..

 

and to know if its elastic o not ... see the value, and ignore the sign.

 

if its more than 1.. its elastic, means, small changes in price cause large changes in quantity demanded.

 

if its less than 1, its not elastic, means, large changes in price cause small changes in quantity demanded.

 

if its equal to one... its... =.= wat unit wat wat =.= forget >< teacher haven  teach, i read from txtbooks one =.=

 

and.. .for example ar...if... the price of salt increases, u think its elastic o not? its actually not elastic. coz salt is .. how to say, unreplaceable... u cant use sugar instead of salt to cook ryte? so even if the price of salt increase, ppl will still buy it de, no matter how high the price goes, the quantity demanded wont change much. coz ppl just cant live without salt.

 

but, if the price of rose increases, mayb those guys wont buy roses for their gfs liaw, dey will choose cauliflower or sunflower instead:p

haha i know its a wierd example, but can make u remember more. coz, its expensive o buy rose, and sunflower is also flower ma~ so ppl will buy sunflower instead. so we can see, the demand curve for rose is elastic lo... coz small changes in price, cause many ppl to change their mind to sunflower(large changes in quantity demanded).

 

thats it bout price elasticity of demand..

 

teacher teach till here nia ler, but i read whole chapter myself le =.= but don really remember the rest that well, nxt time see u oi teach u la :p or i go ur hse teach u also can :P

 

I LOVE ECO!

 

 

.... dilemma....

 

3 choices now...

 

1. Remain in go club n alumni , pretend dono anything , continue to play go silently, without caring bout how the club goes.

 

2. In charge of chms alumni, fight to proof that , me n him can do it.

 

3. Quit both clubs of go. forget everything...

 

i really dont know which should i decide, 1 seem impossible for me...>< 2 is hard... need time... i dont know ><

3.. i bu she de.. but is possible...

 

i hope lucifer wont hate me...

 

i did everything for him... and now, too bad i dont have a chance to help himanymore, or should i say, coz... i dont wanna work with ppl that i don like...

 

especially those  that i dont think has leadership at all.

 

i seriously dont know...

 

if i choose 2... dedicate so much.... lucifer is leavin at july... after that, he cant see anyways.

 

i know i shud continue to work hard, but thats just nt me. i m dependent. owes rely on ppl. and i work for him. its .. wierd that i dedicate so much and hes studying in KL, not care bout it at all, i dont like the sound of it.

 

1.... i... just cant stand it when i see ppl making wrong choices and decisions, but .... i cant change it, so might as well yan bu jian wei jing.

 

3... >< should i? ... sigh, many things to reconsider be4 making this decision.

 

mayb... i shud find a day and talk to ingsiang... don know why suddenly got this kind of feeling to let out everything to him =.= lol, mayb becoz hes a great listener and gives great advices?

 

i miss jasly.. T_T

 

Lol... why gandong ne? coz... suddenly remembered something...

 

i remember i was very eager for a COLOR MAG that has yuanchang's poster...

 

then lerr... so many ppl helped me to find T_T

 

Angie's mother = miri

soonwing = miri

wansien = kk

tzin ming = kl

ccming = kl

shengei = singapore

javon = australia

philip = australia

pikshien = hongkong

chiawyee and angie = brunei

 

aww... very gandong u know T_T memoriessss....

 

ok, thats all bout this topic

 

Just came back from the mall, went out with, TIng, Cyen, Lu, ANgie, Pikshien and Sheeling, ohya, and our beloved sister, derick chua! hahahax... he volunteered to be our sisters. ^^

 

we went to coffee zone, and all of us spent bnd 59.20! hahahax.. but the cheapskate chiawyee oni spent 2.80!

 

nola =.= coz i ate in hse already, so not hungry, so din eat much, plus ppl dieting baaa~~~

 

haha, had quite a good time there la, but i din really manage to liao tian, coz was busy discussing with ting, lu and derick bout a ''business''

 

a performance business :p june~~ *hopefully can on*

 

*pray pray pray*

 

*sa-jiao to god*

 

*sa-jiao to satan*

 

hahahaha *vain*

 

i wanna perform!! thinking of wat songs to perform now :p

 

planning to sing something differnet, since it is a company's annual gathering or wat... a .... erm... wat u call tat... a ''dinner'' ...annual... >< suan le... =.=

 

yay~~~~ money~

 

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and if people are wondering, yes, i stil luv yuanchang very much! and will luv him forever! *checking out which COLOR MAGS got his poster, i wanna buy!!!! :p wansien is going kk, pikshien's uncle is comin from hongkong! yay! *

In economics... substitude goods are the goods that can be substituded.... for example coca cola and pepsi...

if price of coca cola increases, the demand of pepsi will increase, vice versa.

 

while, complementary goods are those that can affect each others. like car and petrol. for example, when the price of car increases, the demand of petrol will decrease, vice versa.

 

In realife... i am just a substitude good, not a complementary one. LOL. should i be satisfied?

 

nah, i am not gonna be manipulated by you anymore, like Brutus in the Julius Caesar book by William Shakespeare. I wanna be Cassius, the master mind. I wanna be Mark Anthony, the one who loves party around, the one with many girlfriends.

 

LOL

 

what a post =.=

i feel so not happy... so jealous....

 

i took singing competition forms from rtb... and have to hand them to my friends...

 

they can join.. but i cant... so jealous... why?

 

unfair... as if the rtb ppl will help me... THEY WONT...

 

but... i still cant join... very very not happy...

 

i believe i can enter final round de bah...

 

but mayb... its good for me not to join ba. if i din win, spoil my name... right?

 

zhi neng zhe yang an wei zi ji...

 

i hope those winners in this compettion are all better than me...

 

if not i will... =.= dono.. kek si?

 

sigh.

 

should really control my jealousy and change my way of thinking liaw...

 

zhe yang xia qu bu shi ban fa.

 

i will change de...^^

不知道为什么，突然很不开心。。。
为什么呢？是因为我还没有作完功课的关系吗？
最近，很容易感觉到，非常压力，喘不过气来。
我知道，我应该要去做功课的。。。但是，我还在下载歌曲啊。。。

如果不下载的话，我星期天怎么值班？

也许，我刚刚出去是错的把？我原本以为我可以在汶中校友会作完我的数学功课的，谁知道，根本就没有机会做，我和元川他们去mall...这就叫做先甜后苦吧。。。

为什么好像真得很不开心呢？。。。我真的觉得很压力。。。。

什么事情都很压力。。。学校，家里。。。到底要到几时，我才能够没有烦恼？-很烦很烦很烦-

为什么没有一个你，可以一直陪在我身边？

really really really sad... why cant i join the singing competition?

 

i blif god still love me de... you still do right? so ... you have your reasons... for all these...

 

mayb becoz i cant win ,and you dont wanna let me down, so you decided to block my way of joining the competition?

 

sigh....

 

but... i still feel kinda sad though... *trying to accept it*

 

i thought i dont mind already, but when ppl around me are asking me bout the competition, or some trying to get some info outta me... i really feel very kek dao...

 

why cant i join.... why cant i win....

 

....suan le.... we will see...

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went to aerobic eca jus now, everything turned out pretty good i guess? sheeling was elected as the president among all BEs...

 

lol, we were trying hard to make her not become the president, and become the vice instead.... as she wished, but , too many people voted her?

 

ok... so... the aerobic steps.. is really simple i think... ^^ as long as u can dance, den ok le...

 

and after the aerobic, i was suppose to walk to the go club there, and wait for hanyean de... who noes hanyean came driving his car to the gym front door and wait for me liaw.. *aw, so nice*

 

so gandong... haha, my guardian demonT_T

 

and he sent ... me, pikshien, caiyen,sheeling and yee shien to the library there

 

and sent me back to CHMS school !

 

and he said, nxt time if got aerobic session, he can owes bring me back to chms... awww!!! so nice T_T

 

so happy to know him T_T thankx really really much!

 

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and what else...

 

ah lu said... ''chiaw, i really never thought that the girl who kena food poisoned is you , you know? i heard many ppl told me theres a girl who got food poisoned, after eating the canteen mee... sekali i asked pikshien, she said 'is chiawyee lai de', kek daoo ''

 

this was wat ahlu told me...

 

kek daoooo =.= *strong signal area* tsk tsk tsk

 

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crazily in luv with Gary Cao Ge's singing!!

 

he really can sing into my heart one ooo >< its not normal gandong... normal you gan jue.. its like...

 

i dont know... can diffuse through you cornified layer , the ... wat wat layer, to the blood, to the vessels... through them, and to your heart de T_T

 

dono how to say la.. zong zhi... i luv his singing very very much..

 

i really really admire those guys that can sing very well....

 

how i wish my future hubby to be a great singer... who can sing well and dance as well.... ti tie wen rou~~ hahahax *dreaming*

 

So now comfirm liaw, its not gastric problem, its food poisoning...

 

Coz.. a lot of ppl vomited as well that day :p

 

=.= suan wo dao mei...

 

"heard that you got food poisoned ''

 

'' how u kno de oo.. =.= ''

 

'' i dont know oo.. many ppl told me.. .and they discussed it in the kgs chat room...''

 

''WHAT?! WHO?''

 

>< omg =.= no wonder so many ppl knows la =.=

 

tuinGGG

 

*strong signal area* :p

 

hahahax...

 

and... i met Kah Hao during recess...we talked ''emotionally'' at the junction there.. a lot of ppl were watching *mayb becoz they cant understand chinese*

 

well... actually we are discussing something astonishing *confidential*

 

and then... maybe because we were too emotional or something =.= a teacher came...

 

''erm, can you please ask your boyfriend to cut his hair? like last time like that, that short is ok, now its getting longer, ask your boyfriend to cut please''

 

''errr... >< hes not my boyfriend ><'' tuinG, and people were gathering around us when the teacher was talking.

 

''aiya, i dont care is boyfriend or friend. you just ask him to cut his hair'' and she said some other things bout he being my bf wat wat wat =.= don remember le =.=

 

''kek dao, cut ur hair ba!'' i told kahhao :p hahahaax

 

kek tio =.= i was late for maths class... coz i was busy talking wid kah hao bout *confidential* :p

 

lol >< and the teacher was like, smiling FAKELY... really fake that type of smile =.= *shivers*

 

i hope she doesn hate me T_T but i think she does.

 

lol, going to aerobic eca later ~~whoot~

 

and then hanyean gonna send me to CHMS.... FINALLY can go back to CHMS!!! whoot~~~

 

*Life is interesting these few days, so a lot of things to blog :p *

 

*Yay~ no longer that busy~!*

news spread faster in MD than in CHMS, now only i realise...

 

This guy told those girls i m DJ... and the 2nd day... =.= half of my BE knows i am a DJ...

 

and one third of my eco classmates also know that =.=

 

....

 

And... dont know how =.= SOOO many ppl know that i got food poisoned...

 

when i walk passed weideng, he was like ''hows your stomach?''

 

''oh, good''

 

then ... i walked passed ah lun, he asked '' hey, food poisoning ka?''

 

''yea, how u know o?''

 

''LOL, alot of ppl told me ler!''

 

>< a lot of people ... =.=

 

then... i met yi huey ''chiaw, heard that you good food poisoned..?''

 

''yea, how u know de >< ''

 

''don know ler, she told me, she told me also, and he told me also ...''

 

KEK DAO! ><

 

this is strong signal satellite area >< my school = 2 wireless e speed >< so signal very strong ><

 

kek daooooo *but it feels quite good also la :p *vain* *

 

HAHAHA, SO SHUANG ARRRR >< *vain*

 

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today durng maths class, we got to use a ''new type of calculator''

 

WOW!!

 

so sart u kno!!!

 

the screen, can even see graph, and trace the coordinates!!

 

omg... teacher was like teaching, press... y = sin2x... and then press the button graph...

 

we pressed, and it was plotting a graph!!!

 

 we all were like ''wow~~~~''

 

haha, like kintergarden kids >< hao ke ai ><

 

hahahax... the calculator T_T how i wish i own it! wondering how much is it*

 

haha... pikshien asked '' cher, is this for us?''

 

''NO, all maths students share it, 25 calculators for 1000+ students "

 

hahahax >< a sart calculator...

 

i still remember when all of us were exclaiming u kno >< so.. innocent... tian zhen huo po you ke ai~~ *vain*

 

=.= i m getting vain-er and vain-er... how cum ar><

 

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the RTB chinese singing competition thingy, i wanted to join one...

 

but my boss doesn allow me T_T

 

'' You are a public person now, whatever you do is very important, and you cannot join the competition, people will say we let you win purposely... blah blah blah''

 

sigh T_T sad.. public person.. DJ nia ma... you shen me da bu liao?!?!

 

how i wish i can resign now ... then after the singing competition i can work again T_T

 

i wanna join baaaaaa.... *hey ppl, please inform me if u guys know any SINGING COMPETITION heldin*

 

i wanna join singing competition T_T

 

i tried to sing JEWEL just now, by ayumi hamasaki, .... hafta record it for lucifer... it is his bdae present *last year's *

 

lol... til now still not yet done >< i will jia you de... AND THAT LUCIFER1!!! he still owes me something!!! hmpf! i m not gna give him if he doesn give me!

 

 

 

 

Chiawyee so kelian today T_T

 

Was really really hungry during Accounts period, then after that , it was lunch break. yay, so i went to the canteen =.=

 

i bought the mee...

 

and then... it was quite nice .. eh? i dono ><

 

and then... after that was maths test...

 

i think i did poorly... first question already cant solve, but I AM SURE i can pass...

 

and then, after maths class was 2 oclock, time to go go club, but dont know why suddenly feel like.. very uncomfortable...

 

kinda like... wanna vomit ><

 

i thought is because i ate too full ><

 

after putting my bag in go club, i went toilet to vomit...

 

i vomited EVERYTHING I ATE ...

 

and it not only come out from the mouth, from nose as well!! *i better dont elaborate too much*

 

and then... after i vomited , i was washing my face, and my skirt... ><

 

a girl came in, and vomited too..

 

i was still washing my face after she finished vomiting... i told her i vomited as well just now...

 

she said she ate the mee from canteen... omg >< food poisoning?!

 

but i am obviously more unlucky than her... coz i vominted 4 TIMES in MD... from 2.15 till 3.15... one hour four times... one puke per 15 mins =.=

 

and for her, i didnt see her anymore after her ''first puke''... so i guess shes all right le gua?

 

lol, too bad i didnt get to know her name ^^

 

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LOL , very gandong coz many ppl care for me T_T sobs sobs...

 

Mulan -guardian angel

Silnairer

and to my suprise!! MEE HONG also messaged me >< hahahax *sweet*

 

=.= but that SOMEONE didnt show much care =.=

 

and that that someone also =.= stupid

 

ohya, javian went to go club just now, hahaha listening to his voice just makes me feel better ^^ tender voice, i m in luv~~ WITH HIS VOICE... so nice if i can steal away his vocal cord, and ''install'' it on my mr. right's throat.... hahax

 

he said something hurting : you just never recognise my existance, *or smth like that*

 

where got la =.= i m so sick already =.= and i got see him la... just didnt get to say hi oni merrr... he say hi also same de merr... isnt it ? =p

 

刚才he kinda like 摸我的头，and asked me 你怎么啦？ 哈哈，没错，就是那个声音很好听的人，awww~~~ ^^

每次一看到他，就会被他小小电到一次。加上他趴在桌子上和我说话，真的是太暧昧了啦！哈哈，虽然我知道我们还是没有什么关系啦。。。。