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March 30 haunted schoolJust got back from Lucifer's hse =.= he dragged me back to his house =.= so that he can rest =.=><
LOL, today is quite a nice day la, despite that there is a unhappy incident...
Me, Lu, Cyen and Cyen's bf- Aaron *not Aaron Lim or Liew* went to watch ''haunted school''...
Lol finally got to meet that Aaron=.= really very.... don know how to say, childish ? but hes 25 years old...
Hes so disgusting man! =.=
But ... what can i say bout him... he is friendly, easy to get along with, and outgoing la... got that type of angmo style =.=
ok.. back to the movie...
i grade it 3/5 stars ^^ the effects are nice... the script is ok... the way they take it is nice too... and the actors and actress are nice to look at ^^ hahahax...
But ofcoz la, din scream nor shout nor shocked =.= i m chiawyee eh~
Lol... the most disgusting part is... there is cockroach in the movie... and then i ''ewww''... lol, both caiyen and ahlu felt kek dao =.=
And after that, helped lucifer to da pao his food... and lucifer came pick me up from mall to chms alumni association...we jammed for like... 1 hour... almost... ><
already reach le.. if i walk, lol but i lazy bah =.=
its not really that near too, its around justoy there far a bit =.=
hahaax... anyways, not many people there in chms alumni today...
And... when we reached, already bout to end le the session.. so many left already...
AT LAST, only the two of us there =.= so we arranged back the tables and chairs and so on, and leave =.=
i wanted to go back home one bahhhh ~~~ =.= who noes =.=
lucifer wanted me to go his house first, he said he is very tired le... >< klo =.= wat can i say, i dono know to reject ppl... and its not that bad to go to his house la, just kinda paiseh to eat together wit his family...
But when i reached, his family ate already lo~ *phew*
So, he cooked for me... haha... fried egg! i got video cam down oo~~~ hahahx
I feel kinda shi bai ler... he knows how to cook and i dont know ><
And after that, we went back=.= haha thats all =.= KEK DAO
go to his house jst to eat =.= what the?!
=.=
And bout one unhappy incident was that... THAT GUY, said i am noob yesterday, already make me cant sleep... very sad... and i cried too...
then nvm, todya i still very unahppy bout it.. and guess what?! Lucifer and others told me that, he also said i play lik a noob in CHMS Alumni just now... SHIT!!!
He said i am not working hard enough... i already worked very very hard in go... its not like i can sacrifice everything just for go... i still have rtb, singing ,dancing and homeworks to do... ENDLESS homeworks!!
I am not like him, can 24/7 play go, regardless bout his hmwks and everything...
i wan straight As.. STRAIGHT AS...
*very sad* ... what did i do wrong again this time , to make him treat me like this... F*CK !
March 29 stupid....am i the stupid one or are you the stupid one?
why do i mind? why do i get jealous?
i dont care bout u AT ALL right? then why do i feel unhappy? why is the feeling sooo strong?
i am jealous, i know, i am not happy, i m jealous... i am trying to control...
and i believe i can...
we passed already... i am not gonna go back to that stage again...
and you are not my mr.right... you are not perfect, AT ALL
so i don wanna care... T_T i thought i dont care...
i really thought so... thats why, i din realise that i am walking nearer n nearer towards you... near till i can hurt myself...
you have the rights to do whatever you want, you dont have to be responsible to me, i dont wanna hear any explaination also...
we are nothing, and we will not have anything also...
i dont want anything... i just want us to be good friend... but why is my zhan you yu so strong?
don want you... but dont wanna leave you...
T_T sigh
busyLOl... my rtb duty roster for April is out :-
Chiawyee's duties are as follow :-
Sunday Morning - April 1 - april fools day... wonder if it is just a joke or i really have to work on that day =.=
April 22
Sunday Evening - April 8 - omg =.= long time no do sunday evening >< i scare dono how to do arrr ><
Saturday Evening - April 14 - actually i quite enjoy saturday evening de... ^^ high pay and no need to talk so much, lol :p
April 28 - lol, another saturday evening ! whoot~!
*tried to change with luo wei... for sunday evening de >< but he already got his plannings... so>< sigh, nvm lo*
LOL!! so scared that i might forget to go rtb during my duty arr >< so please yea, whoever remember >< please remind me ><
LOL.... and...
Chiawyee's holiday homework*one day holiday - saturday* as follow :-
English Literature - teacher asked us to copy out all those ''meaningful'' quotes... >< for Brutus, Cassius, Casca, and Caesar... ohya, and Anthony... omg >< WHOLE ACT 1~~!!!!*puke blood*
Mathematics - Teacher asked us to do Past Year Questions >< lol, hopefully it is not hard.
Economics - Presentation!! OMG >< and have to read bout demand curve... and... function of money... and... what else >< what elasticity demand.. ><dono... *die*
Accounts - Lol!! One account to do... yay~ a bit oni~
But... >< i have to go mall tomorrow whole afternoon, then go chms alumni association for go club thingy...
Sunday morning have to go RTB >< where got time to complete those things ><
aiiihhhh >< T_T
but chiawyee very jian qiang de!
i wont rely on anyone anymore ... *except wansien n angie, who wont betray me*...
WONT RELY ON ANYONE ANYMORE!!!
no one worths my trust... no one worths my heart.
no one...
FORGIVE N FORGET
suan le ba, nothing ever happens...
i changed le...wont sha sha de... 我是女强人!
March 27 md。.。.。.stupid!!studying in md is tiring...
go is tiring also... why owes like this de.. =( 2 weeks only!! 14 days without playing...and i am turning into a noob once again T_T
hate this type of feeling...
everyone is looking down on me... March 23 bendan笨蛋 bloglol =.= bear with this stupid page =.= whenever i try to type chinese characters, the pinyin will be beside it....
so just take it as a pinyin revision for you guys? :p
today is the performance day~~~!!!
hahaha... danced girls on top, get right, and 睁一只眼闭一只眼 ...
den ler... really really not perfect...
and other than us, theres some people performin also... but theirs is without payment de la...
desmond sang... hahahhax... say till like we very 熟 ? =.= sigh... nevermind.. so hard for me to type chinese characters now... i better type english.and ... 3 pondan... to be exact, 1 pondan and 2 bian xing ren... were performin as well...
after that, eddy and eric *celine(last time wanted me to perform durng his bro's wedding de stranger)'s relatives* are performing also... the first song is ''tian mi mi'' by machi didi... and then ''you better not come home'' by energy, then ''fang shou'' by energy as well...
when they are singing ''you better not come home'', everyone got so high, then start shouting and everything. and then the one who asked us to sing this time ''angie'' , asked me to go on stage and dance while the guys are singing... so i did.
but... once i step up the stage, the song finishes, so the dj played the song once more...
and as you guys knw right the song got girls part n guys part...
so i sing the girls part lo.... =.= but i long time no sing d song le... so old =.=
hahha but i managed to did well also :p really well~~ hohoh
everyone was like... so.. ''wow, this girl can sing rap'' haha, i feel happy also to sing wid them
a bit gan ga la.. .coz i don really know them
but its not the first time i meet with eddy and eric, coz last time when i was performing, they got sing few songs too... and last time i went to celine's house to discuss bout the wedding thingy, they were there too... so yea...
quite fun there becoz of the last part ^^
hohoho~
but my hmwks haven do T_T project haven do T_Tinfo for rtb not yet find T_T March 20 long long long long time no blogsigh... its holiday now ehh... how come chiawyee still so busy....
tomorrow's schedule -
9-10am, clean locker with wansien
10-12pm, go club teaching session
1.30-6pm, lu's house practice dancing
7-12pm, either practice singing or... dancing... or mayb find some infos for DJing...
homeworks also haven do T_T
the day after tomorrow's schedule -
singing performance, dancing performance!!!
homeworks!!!
RTB!!
Economics presentation!!
OMG >< March 13 long time no blog ^^ooo~~~ long long time no blog le... too busy these few days...
wanna know how i spent these few days?
lol... nvm la.. past is passed... i will tell you guys how will i spend my nxt few days =.=
tomorrow = lesson till 12, go out makan wid lucifer... then come back, at around 2, go ahlu's house practice dancing... nighttime ...go back home... bath, eat... then go to bridegroom's house to attend a final meeting with them.. not really a meeting la, sorta like a discussion
and the day after tomorrow*thursday* = lesson till 12, then, write script for wedding, read lucifer's presentation, practice singing and dancing, nighttime go horng's hse...*mayb*
the day after the day after tomorrow*friday**busiest day* =go to chms alumni association to present a presentation*as a speaker*, from 1-3... den after 3, go back home and bath, style my hair... and off to orchid garden... its d wedding day!! *not my wedding day la* ... MC, singingperformances, dancing performances... OMG =.=
oh yea... i forgot to mention bout those endless homeworks... *panda eyes* *sobx sobx*
siGH~~~ even bloggin i have to do it fast =.= no timeee~~~~ my time is so limited... >< March 03 friends... ^^Friends are always there when you need them the most... yea... so true T_T
snif snif... chiawyee finally can feel the warmth of love... err.. i mean friendship ^^
Shakespeare in love... what the hell is that movie bout la... how come no one heard bout the movie before de? and the lit teacher said '' i bet you all have watched this movie before''
And asked us to get some ideas bout the ''roman empire'' from the movie...
but... even youtube doesn have the movie lerT_T where am i gonna find... T_T
dying* faints*
I seeked help from chungsun... he never heard bout the movie also.. T_T but he gave me a site...
although that doesn help , but thankx a lot too ... at least he searched and typed the website right?
And... i asked cheeta... lol, first time see him so koko-like oo... owes blur blur de... but still knw how to an wei ppl ,good change ^^
he kept asking me to drop lit and take thinking skills instead... lol, as if i dont want!!!! god knows how much i luv thinking skills T_T
but, sigh... bo bian, hafta think far far...
den ... we chatted for a while, lol, he said something bout... taking a rest first, so that i will feel more comfortable later and whatever i do will be more ''shun''.. lol.. aww~~~ first time he so koko... snif snif.. gandong T_T
and who else... cheehow the next...
he searched the net... and found a downloading program... or softwarre... which i can download the movie.. but the problem is, i cannot download anymore softwares ... coz my pc got virus T_T... most of the applications cannot use anymore T_T sadx...
and when i told him, he said, nevermind, i find others then... omg T_T so touchin
and mulan is d nxt.. he said tomorrow can help me go out find the movie.. T_T thankx *hugx*
and... horng horng... he found the movie already... but then the downloading requires one week to finish... hes still downloading but then dont think he can help T_T but still feel very thankful...
messaged to wansien and laopo... both of them dont know the movie name is ''shakespeare in love'' ... angie even said '' laopo, u have to tell me what movie you want, the movie tittle, coz i got many shakespeare movie here, the one you want, isit romeo and juliet?''
lol.. so ke ai my laopo T_T
and wansien, she suggested edwin...
i asked edwin.. he doesn have T_T sighhh
studying in md is so tiring and torturing... i feel like not doing my hmwks... but cannot, coz i know, once i stop, i will never continue, so cannot stop... i will regret de, if i stop... aim for the best~~~~~~~
sigh... T_T hope my 2 years studying english literature wont be tough T_T
POA is still the easiest subject =.= March 01 touchedOnce i started to sing, everyone applaused....
Touching...
最喜欢这种被肯定的感觉了。
今天,是校友会的新春晚会,or something like that...我有表演。。。自己solo依然是朋友,和kah how 合唱对你有感觉,还有和tingting,caiyen,yenlu,angie,和pikshien一起跳舞,跳Mr.Q,又唱又跳。
首先呢,是duet表演。。。
还蛮紧张的,但其实也还好,就是每次上台会有的那种感觉。
然后呢,因为是我先开始嘛,我一开始唱第一句,就有了掌声。。。前所未有的哦~~ 就是别人唱的时候没有的意思:p
当下真的很感动。。。
在台上也和kah how有很好的互动。
之后呢,kah how就去问他的朋友,让他们给意见。。。。
听说,很多人觉得我的歌声很动人:p
真的太感动太感动。。。 ='(
然后,他们就给我们一人50 块。。。wow!!!
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