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ミ☆★ Çh¦åwZ^zOn£ ★☆彡I definitely can do it, because i am ChiawYee.
July 07 much vexedThe Bottom LineBe careful not to push yourself too hard. Too many small details will trip you up. In DetailBe careful not to push yourself too hard, today. Why pressure yourself into taking on a bigger workload when you don't really need to? Sure, you may crave the challenge, but at what cost? There are too many small details in the stuff you've currently got on your plate, and you simply cannot afford adding more to them. Before you accept any new assignments, focus on one single project and finish it up. Make room for more by completing what you have. *** but i am still vexed by what my dancers are gonna wear. They are thinking of wearing white shirt + black vest. And i am wearing black shirt + silver vest.. DOES THAT MATCH? I wonder. Plus. White shirt + Black vest does not make them look like agent RIGHT? Sigh. God bless me. July 06 ku xiao bu de. Just came back from the rehearsal. I don't know how to say.. I feel very unhappy and negative. Although i did not forget my lyrics, nor did i forget the steps or went outta tune.. But still, the feeling is SO WRONG. Perhaps it's because of the microphone i used just now, the 'shou yin' is bad, so my voice is like flying from here to there, suddenly loud and suddenly soft. I asked the teacher bout it just nw, she said i'm using the low quality mic, cox they haven't prepared the good one yet, but confirm will give me a high quality one that night. Not just the mic problem, i think the problem also come from me myself. I don't know how to say. After the 'bridge' part, i didn't dance for the first chorus, but i feel so exhausted just by singing, so the last chorus, kinda like, half suffocating half sing like that.. Just now the mic shou yin not good, so can't really hear, but i know i suck. I SUCK. Argh... Need to practice more, so i, alone will be going to fitness zone tomorrow to practice my steps and train my LUNGS. lol. Maybe i don't really feel good because i don't have that 'you nan tong dang' feeling? Cox everyone is so busy, i mean my dancers are so busy, they can only practice at night, and they have another dance to practice, which they have not finished yet. So, we don't really have chance to practice together. It's always them girls, or tingting and Angeleen together, or me,Lu and Cyen together.. Yeah. Don't feel good. =/ Perhaps because the applause was not big enough =p Sigh... Nola, overall, i think it's because i 'duan qi', so i feel really bad, although no one noticed it, BUT I KNO I DID! And there's the background.. Haven't do. The dancers say they're gonna buy costumes.. But then i don't even know what they're wearing yet. Tingting just said top is black.. How bout the trousers? Or the shorts? Arghhhhh.. Hen fan eh. But main problem is me. Still. I am wearing that freaking... white dress with that nice silver vest. I don't know. I don't feel comfy when people around me already warned me that i might look fat on stage because of the cutting and all, yet i still have to wear it. Then i keep fit for what?! I am considering buying another costume again, black one. But since my dancers already plan to wear black, and i know i confirm cannot find SHINY LEATHER BLACK top, so forget bout it. I just wear the white one.. Arghhh... Feel like dying now. =/ If i weren't a perfectionist, i'll feel very glad for what we've performed just now. But i'm a born perfectionist you see =.= Anyway, i received some compliments still. =/ A teacher told me i look totally different on stage compared to me in real life. She said i immediately looked cool and everything when i am dancing and singing. Lol. That did help in making me feel better, but i'm still.. like.. the feeling is like there's something pressing your heart and you don't know what is it, but it's making you lose your breath. We were all wearing black + black just now, coincidentally. I mean, the dancers already planned to wear like that, and i coincidentally also wore black + black just now. So i am glad the teachers still recognise and look at ME when we are performing. That's mean i didn't dance bad. ...Perhaps it's not a compliment afterall, does the teacher mean i am not cool at all off stage? HAHA, suan le ba, i anang not cool at all. =p Still. That shows i at least got a BIT wu tai mei li? Thanks. Sigh. What else can i do?! Again, GOD BLESS ME PLEASE T_T July 05 wan mei te wu C Suddenly feel so excited and nervous.. Haha.. chill chill chiaw yee!! It's just a rehearsal tomorrow.. No big deal. I feel kinda guilty, cox i know i m not prepared yet.. I haven't memorise the lyrics, haven't memorise the dance formations, haven't really master my dance steps.. I even have not make sure my costume yet.. My gosh. Actually i thought i'll be wearing that already.. But then sheeling says it looks fat, cox the dress's cutting is wierd, and it does not stick to my body.. Lu said so also... =/ SO HOW? Don't tell me i'm gonna wear THAT on stage? But perhaps i really am going to wear that.. Either that, i go buy another costume tomorrow.. Hmm.. i'll still use the silver vest, maybe i'll go search for some.. clothes tomorrow. Let's see how. Hahaa.. i can imagine wansien's kek dao's face.. WEII.. can't blame me what, everyone is like 'that does not look like an agent, but that's a nice dress to wear during performance'. What kinda comment is that?! Damn suit wei wu du zun right~ hahaha too bad i confirm am singing agent J =p SO HOWWW... I don't know how. I'll just trust god. God'll bless me de T_T. Hm.. what's more. Oh, i realised that my close friends are being really nice these few days. Like Lu, i went to her hse that day, and she gave me around.. 3 or 4 types of medicine, for coughing and for sore throat, and asked me to choose which one i would like to eat/drink. So i chose a chinese medicine, something to do with 'huang lian'. And have to eat 4 tablets per time per day. WahSehMan.. what's li hai was.. i already finished that packet, and then she gave me another 3 packets, and i finished all. Now i wanna ask from her, her hse also don't have already =.= Hahaha... Then.. Just now sheeling asked whether i wanna switch to another type of medicine or not.. Cox according to her, there's a medicine in her house, which her father highly recommends it.. Hmm.. i told her i'd like to try, and she'll bring on monday. Hahaha.. but thanks to Lu's medicine, i've felt better. I mean, i ain't coughing no more, and i can speak well, but sometimes will suddenly sound different, like.. hmm.. hahaha don;t know how to say. I was singing te wu J in Econs class just now, steph was like ''wow, that is quite high pitched ain't it'', and wansien was like ''chiaw! what happened to your throat ar!'' Even wansien, no, cancel the even. Wansien realised my vocal hasn't really recovered yet.. Which i don't wanna think of it, and don't wanna admit it. I THINK i can sing Agent J by now, since it's not that high pitched, but my vocal ain't that stable yet(the fact that i can speak speak speak till no sound can kno already), so, if i dance too hard, perhaps will go outta tune or what... Arghhh... Still got a week.. can de can de... T_T Even sheeling, while listening to me talking till no sound then have to *ahem*, was saying '' WAHH your throat arrr!!'' Aww T_T And caiyen messaged me and said i should bao yang my throat, and must recover as soon as possible.. I mean, i m trying!!! I am eating ALL SORTS OF MEDICINE now! And i am drinking half - 1 litre of honey lemon each day!! Quote by sheeling ' Chiawyee drinks honey lemon like drinking water already!' EXACTLY! Honey Lemon is like WATER to me now >< And i have gastric pain somemore.. >< Nvm. It's all worth it. This performance is important, cox its in CHMS. Other performances not good also nvm, this one must be good. Sigh.. throat arr throat.. sight, lungs ar lungss!!!! Bout the breath thingy... i THINK i can make it one la. I mean.. although i have only 6 days left, but.. i don't know. Maybe can try to, not dance a few chorus, or something. Arghhh.. >< I realise that my recent posts always end with this sentence.. GOD BLESS ME PLEASEEE... July 04 Stressed XX says: get it lar.....aiyah~~~ dun make it sound as if its doomsday... XX says: every performance u gonna be more popular XX says: reputation go up XX says: and u shine more brightly like the star XX says: wah....thats a big challenge to u...but im sure u'll do good... XX says: i mean.. XX says: anyways u've done it lots of times...so u shud be fine... i mean...if like myself...first timer.....sure die lar...coz newbie... u....professional.......can be calm :D *** Sigh. I just cramped my neck. An advice. It's not wise to dance after you wake up before doing any warm up. And i just went outta tune thrice just now. It's AGENT J. The song that i always thought is so easy to sing.. But yet i went outta tune.. -.- Wansien told me it's because i just woke up, vocal chords not working yet... I accept. But then.. STILL VERY STRESS MA. Sunday is the rehearsal, and we haven't even finish the dance yet. Sunday is the rehearsal, and i still cannot sing and dance at the same time w/o suffocating. Sunday is the rehearsal, and i'm still here blogging because i don't have any more energy to dance + my neck really can't move already. ARGH.God bless me... I trust you, god, i know you'll bless me right? July 03 写在指甲上的私房秘密
长指甲 指甲修长的人喜欢漂亮，具有艺术特质，略有神经质。身体部份，呼吸系统，胃肠系统较弱，对自我要求很高，凡事追求完美。这辈子可从事音乐、美术、设计方面的工作。 Example : ChiawYee? (Quite true for my case, cox i have asthma, i tend to get gastric pain, i am a perfectionist, i love to be pretty, and i love music =p artistic as well..) 短指甲 做人比较实在，忠厚老实。身体健康、体力好。脑筋好，工作认真，有责任感，适合从事新闻传播及研发相关等工作。个性；心直口快，缺乏幽默感，容易得罪人或不肯屈就他人。
圆指甲 圆形指甲的人，热情且开朗，无忧无虑，对任何事情也比较不会去计较。没有金钱观念，缺乏自制力，心地善良，很容易去相信别人，小心因被骗而导致心理郁闷，影响身体健康。
椭圆形指甲 椭圆形的指甲，是最漂亮的指型。为人热情且很有人缘。适合从事有关美的工作。很注重外表，因此容易被欺骗感情。工作上，缺乏耐性，但只要是自己喜欢的工作，都会尽全力去完成。 Example : YenLu?(It's just because of her nail shape =p very oval. Haha.. and she used to tell me she's interested in being a facial something soemthing.. or was it someone else?) 扇形指甲 指甲呈扇形张开的人，占少数，因为这种人个性比较诡异，思维逻辑也比较特别，甚至超乎常人的方式，做事独断独行，很难与一般人融洽相处，容易与人有争执，放下己见则会有大做为。
四方形指甲 个性朴实。缺乏浪漫的情趣，是很专情的人。对于份内的工作定能尽心尽力去完成。待人诚信，虽然有些古板老气，仍受到朋友、亲人的肯定。很会赚钱，不爱花钱，要加强投资 理财喔。 Example : Yuan Chang? HAHA!
.: Copied from another website :. July 02 To discoverThe Bottom LineThis is a day full of uncertainty, which isn't a bad thing. You'll discover a lot. In DetailThis is a day full of uncertainty, but that might not be such a bad thing! Not knowing exactly what is going to happen next could spark your creativity and help you see things in a brand new, positive way. This uncertainty will definitely increase your curiosity, especially about new social options. It might be time to join that club, check out that hot new restaurant, or explore a new neighborhood that's supposed to be great for shopping. *** LOL. I think i should just discover the fun of homework =( Sigh. I'm DEproving... =( *** Anyway, introducing a new taiwan series~ *which is still showing* HONEY & CLOVER~ Feng Mi Xing Yun Cao! (Honey clover = direct translation) Acted by Joe Zheng(Yuan Chang), Eddie Peng(Peng Yu Yan), and some others~ Don't know why, but eddie keeps reminding me of the 'L' from death note, perhaps because both of them are a bit insane in the movie? Eddie acts as a student very talented in art, and also sort of like a clown like that. Owes bully people, creating chaos, loud and funny outside, but then sad inside?(Although there's no nei xin xi yet, but i somehow can feel it la). Woohoo~ Nice! I'm addicted! But i'm trying to hold on, and not to get too addicted, because the series is still showing, now only till the 5th episode.. So yeah. man man lai!!! =) Eddie is damn shuai! Ofcourse, i still love Yuanchang d most! But then... His character in the series, really nothing much to say. He's wearing spectacles, looks a bit nerdy, but then is like a big brother, always helping his friends. At the same time very flowery-hearted. Give every girls hope everywhere he goes. Yeah. We can always see this type of people around. I think yuanchang's character in the series is like 'traffic light'. Whilst eddie's character is like 'the guy who i currently hate the most now' lol. Sarcastic la. I don't really hate him THAT much already. I am immune to everything. =) Yea. just like that. *** LETS HANG OUT LA! Go do some crazy things! HAHAHA... OOps, cannot too crazy, cox i'm officially an ADULT by then, can get caught, can get jailed, or even, canned. Bu yao luan lai... >.<
July 01 I am no one to judge myself, but who are you to judge me? I'm getting curious these days. -Mind your p's and q's. => What do p's and q's stand for? And why must it be p's and q's? And i searched on google, some say it's 'pea' and 'queue' and it means 'jacket' and 'wig', and some other say it means 'pint' and 'quarts' which i don't know what those mean. Hmm.. yet to find out. Some said it's 'please and thank you' also.. p and q.. lol -Kick the bucket => I know what that means, but why must it be the bucket? Why cannot kick something else? HAHA... But i'm more curious about the p's and q's -Pointing middle finger => Why is middle finger bad? And i guess i got the answer =) XXsays: he said last time american soldiers when they catch those british archers...,they would chop off their forefinger and middle finger so they cant shoot anymore... XXsays: then those british archers...to mock the americans......they just show them the two fingers...wiggle them to show the americans that they're still there.. XX says: the americans somehow modified it and remove the forefinger... XX says: and somehow that became popular worldwide...god knows why XX says: thats what he told me anyway.......he looks serious when he's telling us that....so hopefully he aint B.S XXsays: lols Interesting. I think this is cool. To know the reason behind everything. I mean, i'm very interested in different languages(except malay). *** Great to attend Econs class again, i don't know why, but Economics just appeal to me so much. Anyway, teacher was discussing j02 Paper3 question 6 with us just now. Something like.. There is an increase in aggregate demand, and how effective is fiscal policy in controlling the economic pressure. Something like that. And straightaway i was thinking about the General Price Level diagram, and teacher went on explaining about the Keynesian 45degree diagram. So i was thinking, ''hmm.. ok''. And after that, i asked the teacher whether we can just explain the Aggregate Supply shifting leftwards since contractionary fiscal policy means increase in tax, and increase in coorperation tax means supplying less, and so on so on so on.. That's to prove that it isn't very efficient la.. Teacher said it's not necessary, and she can find many ways to argue back.. So oklo... And she went on talking about Economics. Like, she said, if we have a chance to ask those engineers or whatever that took economics before, they'll definitely say economics is the hardest subject that they've taken. And she mentioned something about some people are more talented in this area, so they're able to pick up and absorb very fast, while some others can just try to memorise the whole thing and aim for a pass. She thinks that those who can pass Economics exam are 'special' students. And she went on saying it's good to have students who analyze and don't follow exactly what the teacher says. Because they think, so they can improve fast, and they can also double-check their understanding with the teacher. Haha.. And steph kept complimenting me =.= Anyway, my point is. I tend to think outta the box but i don't really think 'inside' the box. I mean..This is me, or perhaps it's my virgo attitude. When i see 'how effective ... ...', what enters my mind is ' i can prove how ineffective it can be'. Or perhaps trained by another Econs teacher who taught us last year, when people say 'discuss', it doesn't mean just 'agreeing' to the statement, a well-rounded student will think from all angles, and will produce a neutral essay. Which is what i was trying to do la, since teacher said it's not really that necessary and important, so oklo.. So after that, she gave us a note of what Cambridge examiners want. Chiaw : teacher, hmm, number 3, point 3, is that what i was mentioning just now? Teacher : oh yea, then i guess you can mention that in your essay too. Haha, yay! Steph : chiaw, sart o u! u managed to think of what others couldn't think of. Chiaw : if i were really that sart, what i said won't be in this sheet of paper, so it means actually others have thought of that as well. =.= Anyway. Point behind it is, Wansien says, i tend to think too much =p But then this is in a good way la ofcoz =p So, its a 'good quality' to be a lawyer in the future, cox i can owes find ways to get what i want? LOL. She just supports me so much yeah =.= Until she straightforwardly tells me that 'don't ever think of being a singer anymore, it's just not your road'. DAMN wansieN~!! hahahaha... If i be a singer one day, make sure you'll be my high pay assistant! Hahaha... I realised that i love to analyze! I don't know whether i've picked up that skill from attending E.Lit classes, or it's my 'hidden potential'. But then i just think analyzing is fun. I'm analyzing many things now, every go step, from how they play GO, analyze the person's personality, and think of what weakness could he possibly has.. Somethng like that. ^_^ I love wansien. Hahaha.. since i am talented in economics, i THOUGHT i should take econs in uni.. But instead, wansien said ''that's mean you're suitable in taking law, since you can ANALYZE'' Wan!! u can read between the lines man! hahaha.. u realised what i have not realise! no wonder u r so good in english =p *** Can i be a critic in the future? *** Sharing a good poem, created by Elementary(ZheFan). This effectively made me cry(when i was down la). .:+Elementary Seventh Heaven+:. -=[Law Of Consequences]=- says: I'll shall try to improve itNow the days have trolled around, As the days always do, And i came to meet my obstacles Barriers (R)*naf.:+Elementary Seventh Heaven+:. -=[Law Of Consequences]=- says: And the small group of stoneThat had bothered me so Was a beatiful slate and shell stone ● ○ All richy and unique aglow. Now the tale has a moral; For isn't grand What a slate and shell Gostone can do With a Goboard? (R)*naf.:+Elementary Seventh Heaven+:. -=[Law Of Consequences]=- says: What coulnt we doIf we'd ony begin With some of the things That get under our hand. (R)*naf.:+Elementary Seventh Heaven+:. -=[Law Of Consequences]=- says: Its alright to let yourself go, as long you can get yourself back. Although the world is full of suffering. It is also full of the overcoming of it. In the darkest hour the soul is replenished and given strength to continue and endure. Face the thing you fear, and yo do away with that fear. The task ahead of us is never as great as the power behind us. The last paragraph, is so nice right? That was the paragraph that made me cry. I mean, i was already very sad that time, but i didn't feel like crying, but reading the last paragraph made me cry. ''Its alright to let yourself go, as long you can get yourself back.'' And another sentence that he told me one or two years back.. '' In the darkest hour the soul is replenished and given strength to continue and endure.'' Touching.. Or either that, i'm touchy. =p Aiyo~ I feel like crying again. Better stop the whole thing. I was suppose to feel proud of myself because i'm talented in Economics, not to be so touchy about the whole incident which has passed... Like what jolin said in her movie, '' Unless people recognise my existence, if not, i do not exist" (Direct translation of course), so i'm no one to judge myself. June 29 july is coming... Just reached home. I didn't know i'll come back so late. I mean, i was just out for a hair-cut. But then.. Haha, i feel like shopping for shoes after that. And my brother wanted to eat at McDonald. So my family was at McD, while i went to the mall alone, to shop for shoes. I wanted to withdraw money first. So, i queued in front of the ATM machine. One machine broke down, so there's only one available. WHAT THE HELL MAN. I seriously don't know what they are doing. I mean, there are just 4 people queuing in front of me. But, they took about half an hour. I mean, they were just gonna deposit/withdraw money isn't it?... But they acted as if they had first seen an ATM machine or something. Maybe i exaggerated a bit, but they were REALLY slow. I was wearing super high heels, so my feet were getting tired. And ofcourse, as a result, my face turned greener and greener. And when it is the person in front of me's turn, he kindly let me use first. THANK YOU MAN. I don't know why he suggested that i should use first, perhaps he could see that i'm on the verge of exploding my anger? LOL. I can't help but keep staring at the person using ATM machine. I mean, didn't they realise that they are VERY SLOW? Does it take THAT long to recall your pin code, and does it even take time to think how much money you want to withdraw/ deposit? ...If you really need to come out with a budget plan, can't you do it while queuing? UTILISE time man. Sigh. nevermind. I don't expect everyone to be efficient. After all, where am i living? LOL. No offense. Didn't manage to buy any shoes after that, because they are too many choices, but none of them can actually really catch my eyes and make me have the urge to OWN them. So yeah, went bingo and bought stockings. I can only say, it's REALLY CHEAP. Things become REALLY CHEAP after you become their member! Haha.. I mean, the stockings are already cheap. $9.90 per pair. After discount, guess how much is it? $7.90!!! Cox i think $9.90 is a reasonable price, so i did not even bother to activate my brain juice to calculate how much is it after discount and straight away i presented my privilege card. Sekali!! When i saw the price after discount, i was like ''my gosh! so cheap?'', and then straight away calculating.. 10% is 0.99, so 20% around $2.. Although it's just $2... But then.. $9.90 and $7.90 is quite a big difference to me ler. I mean, it all depends. If you wanna purchase a pair of shoes. $40 and $42 don't really make a difference. But then.. A pair of stockings, for me i think $9.90 and $7.90 is a huge difference. Especially it's selling at such a high price at Malaysia. Luckily i didn't buy it last week!! HAHAHA~ *cheapskate* So, that made me feel better. After that, i went to RTB to get my roster. Only 6 shows to do coming month. =/ Kinda speechless la. In a way, i'm glad. Cox i know there're a lot of exams coming up, and i have not done any revision for many months. I haven't even catch up with my Econs.. Plus i've got performances coming month. So less duties means more time for practicing..Can go Fitness Zone more frequently to keep fit also. So it's actually quite ideal. But then.. Less duties mean less pocket money for December trip ler. =/ Guess that's the opportunity cost. My As are still more important. Especially i just hoped yesterday that i would be half as hard-working as my sister. She's a NERD now. I mean, can you imagine it? Since December.. actually, since last year, EVERY SINGLE DAY she's been reading and memorising History. EVERY SINGLE DAY. During DECEMBER HOLIDAY. CAN YOU IMAGINE? And i feel it deeply this holiday, that i'm really a CRAP compared to her. I mean, i am totally not-a-nerd. When she's not using the PC, she is doing her maths. When i'm not using the pc, i am either at RTB(still using PC), or practicing my dance, or either that, reading novel. I haven't even done my homework =.=(And i already decided not to do). Hmm.. A good reason might be because i'm really too busy. Busy not as in i don't have any time for homework and all, busy as in, i am too occupied that i cannot calm myself down and do homework. I mean, i'm very distracted. So, July is a good month, a good chance for me to really calm down and start a bit of revision, AT LEAST catch up my Econs. So i guess the opportunity cost is relatively small compared to what i have gained. But money is definitely something =/. I hope i can be half as hardworking as my sister, then i definitely can get straight As with a B. I mean, Maths and POA, you need to PRACTICE. And this is exactly what i'm lacked of. Where do i find the time to sit down and do POA? Only in school. I always got so many things to do =/ Like what my mum said, ''wei wei(my sister) wants straight As.' As if i don't want =.= June 27 Another change soonSomehow my page looks different when I am at home and when I am in studio. Probably the pc light or smth... hmm.. i might change it soon. It doesn't look that good as i thought =( Anyway, just got back from practicing. I am totally speechless. I don't know if it's because i've gain weight, or is it because i was too full just now when practicing, i can't even finish the whole dance. All of us felt so exhausted ler... And when i tried to sing aloud and dance at the same time, i lost breath after the first chorus. ... Speechless. Good thing is my throat is recovering. I mean, it is ok one.. It's just that i am 'heated'. Whatever you call that. Sigh, nevermind, we have 2 more weeks. We sure can make it. I sure can make it also. I know i can, because I can. *** Introducing Le Taj's garlic rice!! VERY VERY NICE. I mean, i can't believe it when i ate it. I was like, biting biting biting... and then, ''eh...!!!'' CCMing : what? Chiaw : i dono how to say!! u don eat urs first, u try mine and he tried. Chiaw : dono how to say ryte? like. .very garlic, but then not salty, but got the smell inside your mouth, then a bit oily, but not disgusting.. CCming : yeah. Chiaw : OH MY GOD, its sooo nice!! then i kept eating and eating.. CCMing : weii i kno its nice, you don't just eat the rice ler, you have the _ there. Haha, i forgot what's the name of the chicken i was eating.. It's the ___. Let me think. starts with p.... hmm.. Anyway, my main point is, garlic rice is NICE. *** I met with Hwa's parents just now. His mum said i looked slimmer! HAHA aww~ But i gained weight =.= Perhaps i am slimmer than the last time she saw me, which is, hmm... oh, during new year. Can't be then. Maybe it's my clothes. Illusion. Arghh... sien la. Am gonna look SO FAT in my Agent J costume =( *** Tomorrow = hair appointment with my hairdresser, shop for shoes for agent J. Meaningful
Thanks to a listener of mine ^^
Although i don't know if you read my blog, but then the sms you send in always matches with what is happening around me.
共勉之 傻瓜傻瓜
其实他做的坏事我们都懂 没有什么不同 眼光闪烁 暧昧流动 闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂 没有什么不同 故作软弱 撒娇害羞 只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂 爱得没那么做作 爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤 相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样 受了伤却不投降 相信付出会有代价 代价只是一句 傻瓜 *** I know it's silly, and i know i shouldn't behave like this. But still, i miss it. I miss your 'sha gua'. Perhaps I'm gonna perform this song some time in September. Sha gua, wo men dou yi yang. Finally a changeI finally decided to change my blog theme and layout. Why? Because according to a designer, it makes people have headache.
Hmm..
As i said, my blog is my personal thing. I don't require anyone to come and read. But still, a lot of peole are reading my blog everyday, so i guess i must a bit considerate also.
Guess my previous layout is SO irritating, that it could bring up one's annoyance. Now i've changed the layout, so the whole 'environment' is so different now. Friendly and full of loves. So perhaps people will feel pleased and relaxed, and would not occasionally have a BIG reation while reading my blog.
Only disadvantage is that my blog can't remain 'like that' forever. HAHA. Nothing lasts. So, jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai ^^. Its ok la..
BUT, after i'm done with my layout and everything, i realise this looks familiar. Is it like Wansien's previous blog?! IS IT THE SAME?!! I hope it is not.
Or maybe i think it looks familiar because it looks like my friendster page? HAHA...
Anyway, i hope my readers like the change. Because i like it ^^ June 26 A new angle.DJ XXXX just told me and all listeners something, which i find really meaningful.
" If someone bombards you, if someone criticises you, you have the right to either walk away or fight back. You are strong, if you fight back. You're even more stronger, if you choose to walk away. "
Haha...
Thanks. ^^
She probably thinks it really affects me after i told her the whole thing. But then, actually I am kinda tired and also sick this morning, so i don't look and sound energetic. But then, i am ok. =) June 25 Introducing a good blog.This is the URL : http://englishforknow-it-alls.blogspot.com/ Don't know who he/she is, but then i think he/she really did a good job. At least, the comments so far from the tag board are all positive. And i totally support him/her. ^^ I am not at all hurt by the criticisms days ago, but i am really glad that someone could stand up and show her that she doesn't know much more than we all do. Justice is still around ^^ Like i said, he's like the 'bao qing tian'. =p *** I personally think self-contradicting is silly and funny. Although i might have done it before, and still do it sometimes. Someone could just give themselves a reason that they are trying to 'help people' to improve their English standards, but at the end, the purpose seems diverted, because they seem to comment on the contents of others' blogs, and a bit of correction of our English is just there for decoration, and to maintain their 'purpose' in a way. What's the aim behind it? It's to criticise what others have blogged. I didn't say that one cannot criticise others, and i 100% agree that one can blog ANYTHING in his/her blog, well, except politics and religious stuff. So, yeah. I look down on people who don't dare to show what they really wanna do. ^^ Finding reasons to cover their true aims is just embarrassing. The disease.Many people are sick, including many deejays.
Hahaha!! As i mentioned in my posts earlier, i got this sickness from a dj in the studio =p
So i thought we both are the only ones who are sick, but it's not so. Just now, the dj before me is sick as well. When i entered the studio just now, i was coughing, and the dj was coughing as well.
Haha, so apparently, the disease is SPREADING, just like what wansien mentioned in her blog =p
^^
I hope my throat will recover soon.
God bless me.
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Yes, i DO hate him. Undeniably i'm still giving him a chance. But, i still hate him. I don't wanna hate him. But i have no other choices. June 24 Teamwork. I won the tournament. Nope, we, team 6, won the tournament. ^^ Big big hug to er ge, rad, and the junior. I think we won purely by luck =p I mean, luckily the junior in our team is quite strong. And luckily we get to play with those who we planned to play with ^^ Rad and me have common strategy~ Haha.. Someone asked why didn't i win the MVP. He thought i would have won it as well, as it's for best female player. Hmm... IF i really wanna win the 'MVP prize', i would have chose those easy players, and could have won all matches. But if i did so, my team wouldn't have won. Moreover, cash prize is given for the champion team ^^. SO, nevermind about the MVP thingy. I learnt something important from the tournament. TeamWork. I still remember how stressed up i was 2 years back, when my team mate was taze. LOL. So stressful man! I thought me and rad would feel really stressed as er ge is very strong, and we can feel that he wants to get the champion. Who knows, he was actually the one who comforted me when i was feeling sad and all because of the tournament. Not exactly because of the tournament, i should say, it's because of the 'game of GO'. Anyway, i was kinda sad that day.. I told him about it, and he said ''just try your best'', and ''promise me not to be stressed'' or ''sleep early'' something like that.. Haha.. And he actually guided me and we were experimenting some new moves before the tournament, so i can feel that we are really ''in a team''. I enjoy the feeling very much ^^ That's why i was kinda... how to say, not sad, not angry, it's just.. nevermind. I am gonna tell you the incident, and you judge how should i feel. I heard someone, let's not disclose his/her name here. I'll just name him/her DD. The whole evening till night time just now i kept hearing DD complaining about how their team could have won if XX and YY did not lose and all. XX and YY did not respond much, but i just had to tell him/her this. So i told DD '' I thought you guys are in a team? Since you guys are teammates, you guys should bear the consequences together, shouldn't blame each other after everything has ended.'' That's what i really feel, and i just wanna tell him/her that. I hope she/he understands. Haha, but i guess she/he doesn't, or either that, she/he just wanted to express everything. Because after that, we started to talk about the tournament last year which i did not join. And DD was like telling us she could have won if her/his rengo partner played well, the partner made many silly moves. Even so, he is still your partner... =.= Chiaw : you know what, it's useless to blame your partner after everythi | |||||||||||||||||||
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